Molly

3d ago

Is it just me or does 3am have its own specific kind of horrible? I wake up and I'm not quite sweating, not quite anxious, just... awake and convinced something is wrong. I lie there listing all the things I haven't done and all the things that could go wrong and by 5am I've basically had a full catastrophe meeting with myself. I've been trying to work out if this is peri or just stress or both and honestly I can't tell anymore. My GP appointment is next month and I'm already worried I'll get in there and forget everything or it'll sound too vague to take seriously. I'm writing symptoms down on my phone now, dates and times, because at least then I have something concrete to show her. I don't know. It's exhausting x