10 Jun
Okay so I have to share this because I feel like I've been in this room for weeks just absorbing everyone else's wins and honestly I needed one of my own. I slept. Like, actually slept. Five and a half hours straight, no waking up to check on my mom, no teen coming in at midnight, no lying there running through tomorrow's to-do list at 3am. I woke up and the sun was already up and I just stayed still for a second because I genuinely couldn't remember the last time that happened. I've been keeping notes on my phone about what the day looked like before a bad night versus a better one. I don't have it figured out. But I'm noticing things. And I'm saving those notes for my OBGYN appointment next month because I want to actually be able to say something specific instead of just "I'm exhausted" and getting a pamphlet. One good night. I'll take it. Sending hope to everyone who's still waiting for theirs.