8 Jun
Okay so this is minor but I'm logging it anyway because I only ever seem to notice the hard days. I finally talked to my husband. Not the whole conversation, not even close. But I said "things have changed for me physically and I need us to slow down and figure it out together" and he just... listened. Didn't make it weird. Didn't push. That's it. That's the win. I've been dreading that conversation for probably six months. I kept thinking I'd wait until I had answers, until I'd seen my OBGYN, until I had something concrete to say. But I didn't need answers. I just needed to say it out loud to the person it affects. Still have the appointment next week. Still have a whole list of things I want to ask about. But today felt like a step forward and I wanted to put it somewhere. 💙