So I've been sitting on this for weeks and I still don't know how to say it properly, even here. It's not that things are painful exactly. It's more that everything just feels... different. Drier. Less interested. Like that part of me quietly packed its bags without leaving a note. And I haven't told my husband. Haven't told my GP. Haven't really admitted it to myself until about ten minutes ago when I typed it out just now. I've got an appointment coming up and I genuinely don't know what words to use. "I'm dry" sounds too clinical. "I've gone off sex" sounds like a complaint about him, which it isn't. I've started scribbling things down in the notes app on my phone, the actual physical symptoms, so I don't just sit there and say "oh everything's fine" the way I always do. Because everything is not fine and I deserve to actually say that out loud to someone who can help. Anyone else had to almost rehearse this conversation before they could have it? x